I tried to be perfect...

Okay, so today has been a pretty shit day.
Actually, a very shit day.
But I've got things sorted in my head. With a little help from a couple of people. I think they've been pretty positive discoveries tbh, I just wish they had happened sooner. One of the guys was a misunderstanding but he didn't know how to say no... At least that's the impression I got, he thought I wanted something serious but I don't really.. As I've stated before in my first post ("Not wanting commitment"). Guy number 2 was a better outcome, I now know where I stand... Though not sure where that puts me. I don't need to inquire about guy number 3, I value him too much - he is what he is to me, a great help. And I've known where I've been standing with "Edgar" all along, he'll know who it is if he reads this, he shouldn't doubt things I've said though.
So yeah, I don't mean to come across as some sort of using twat, listing these guys, but they all mean a lot to me, I just had to decide what it was they meant.
Which I've now done (:

I just want to thank number 2 though... I mean it. He really helped me today, he made me see that I don't have to be perfect because if people like me then they look through the flaws - Even if they're just flaws that exist in my head... Which he seemed to think was most of them. Yeahh.. Thankyou, so much. You know who you are if you read it.

~finished.